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407 chalet

2009-05-22T23:55:00.001+08:00

2009-04-14T22:19:00.001+08:00

Personal notes:

should practice violin more often.
focus more on studyin'.
forget the past already.
some people are just not worth to be bothered with.
My life is mine to control.

2009-04-14T21:59:00.004+08:00

Few notes of today.

Thanks for the present(s) JeaN! Your present by far the most interesting and most shocking. haha, you have so many pictures but why was there a picture of me SLEEPING!??? xP i feel very.. x_X .

I know i wont be able to laugh at how you're already 16 :( but i am hoping that next year's NAPFA will be set during the same period so i can laugh again. ;)

And Anabeth, thanks for the penknife! did Jean really asked you to get it? xP Quotes "The evil butanol monster" xP

Thanks BoonSiong for the music. they are really wonderful haha i have been listening to them repeatedly :P

Ms Kong bought me a treat but with an additional Ribena. haha i felt quite cheered up and didnt even mind screwing up my peribahasa test later in malay class.

Haha, to WhaiPeng, thanks for helping me sort things out. :3 especially since you're not in my group or anything. I really appreiciated you being there to help me. ><

2009-04-12T13:39:00.001+08:00

Cool, i just realised (when doing my history research) that H-bomb referred to the Hydrogen bomb =3

Violin troubles

2009-03-26T11:44:00.003+08:00

My mom is insisting that i quit the violin, or at least for now. And its not that unreasonable as I do understand that she is worried that the violin may cause me to lose focus on my studies. Especially in year 4, where the lessons are thought to be the most important, i do personally feel that an extra 8 hours a week could actually help me revise more work.

And its not just the time, the priceof the lessons are quite a problem themselves. After moving on to grade 2 , the price increase from beginner course is quite a sum of money. Furthermore, grade 3 lessons would be longer and could cost up to 2k a year. And i understand this is totally too unreasonble to be made a burden to the family.

I am still considering my choices. Either i stop after my exam, pay via my savings, or start working.

Then, i realized,that oncein year 5, I will be living in the hostel.

2009-03-21T13:35:00.000+08:00

2009-03-21T11:54:00.003+08:00

I disliked suicide yet I envy those that had done so in a way that life is just over for them (of course i am not talking of afterlives if any).

I always question, why do we exist? What I mean is, we are born into a world, the 21st century in fact, where whether we might survive or not depends on much of what we will do from now till then. Somehow I feel like we are mice dropped into a maze in which we 'mice' are forced to adapt ourselves to survive in a decided maze. Then, comes the question of why do we want to live? Why survive? Is it an animal instinct within us that we do not want death when we are so young?

That is why I love fantasy worlds because everything can be made as you want it to be. But adults would say "Don't place your heads among the clouds" which is kinda true because no matter what, the fact remains we are part of this world. And we are being equipped as we grow of how to survive, in our case 'education', by our parents.

Sometimes, life seemed so dull. Everything i did was for my parents. Even coming to school, despite knowing that I do so because I really do want to learn more, deep within, the reason for wanting to learn more was because my parents taught me to be so? I wonder, am i truly myself? Or am I living as i was taughtand nurtured to be? I am so confused with my own thoughts, i am now thinking if what i have been mumbling all made sense. haha.

My parents would be mad at me if i said this, but i wouldnt mind dying. (i am not talking of suicide mind you). Every life has an end and life sometimes can get pretty boring. If i were to get murdered or knocked down or something, on that verge of death, i would have probably accepted the funny fact that hey i am going to die haha while probably suffering the pain along with it.

Yet, life can be made interesting. Despite the worlds population of ridiculous and stupid people like J(idunno why i just felt like mentioning him), looking at the world on a smaller scale makes the feel of life just a lot more comfy. Family and friends. Maybe this is why we are clinging on. There are just those that you cant live without.

Picture

2009-03-20T01:01:00.005+08:00

haha, i got bored today. I found this picture qutie adorable.

Yes, its from THAT game. I find the art very adorable.

I was thinking about the film 'the lion the something and the wardrobe' and its sequeal 'Prince Caspian'. ALL the good ppl have BRITISH accents! Most of the evil ppl dont. esp in Prince Caspian. Thats what i deduced from my memory. I might possibly be wrong.

Its understandable that the children have british accents but the beavers? haha. Just my own note.

2009-03-18T21:30:00.004+08:00

Its been very long since i blogged but the reason was because i was mostly too busy slacking.

Update on recent events:

Did badly for english test.
Principal told us a very umm self-ego-boosting story of how he presented his english-prepared presentation in chinese which he "did quite well"(some ppl deciding whether it was approprate to clap but he reassures them, Yes please clap. ) His aim was to show the importance of being multi-lingual.
Math teacher still takes music lessons! She told us how the instructer was surprised to see her taking a theory exam.
my NAFA stations performance have dropped haha, lucky i am still 15.

And i got a new laptop. I feel guilty for not using my pc which had been my loyal friend since...... okay it wasnt so good because it crashes everytime i scan it for viruses and when i am playing any moderate performace games.

Whereas the 'notebook' as the box says (though i dont see any difference in calling it a notebook. Its still a laptop right?) is portable! I walways wanted to be lazy and do my work on the bed. Figured it was bad for the posture and my eyes. ._.

I heard J.H and A had an unfortunate encounter with J.

I pity those who had to even look at his face. He reprimands you in a way that is so ridiculous it probably explains why he probably landed on such a job. If my english comprehension sucks, his comprehension is closer to zero seeing how he fails to understand basic human speech. Seriously though, arguing with him is an attempt in vain as he lives only with his bloated ego that sadly blocks his brain nerves from connecting.

as with my own personal encounter:

J: tell me your names and mentor classes
(i tell him my name and mentor class)
J: No, when i ask for your name i expect you to show me your student pass ....
J starts lecturing on student passes.

During one of my photgraphic duties i was expected i guess to take pictures of the runners reaching the finishing line during the sports day event last year. Oh how much i cursed when J just had to be in first place running for the blue house during the 4x100 relay. I mean why must he be the last runner. His facial expression as he reaches the end was something i could barely stand.

haha he kinda reminds me of filch in H.P. but filch had a cat. I like cats.

2009-02-14T19:53:00.002+08:00

Folded straw hearts are cute and i think they are better than folded paper hearts. Placed one in the pencil box.

finished searching scientific names of collected plant species for bio project due date in two days.
still in progress of decorating scrapbook.

i have acknowledged my body's incapability of doing work after 2.4 km run. Too tired.
Speaking of 2.4, its after March holidays. (-.- too fast)
and its not part of crosscountry
so now its an extra effort put in for the 3.2 km run/walk.

also, i must always rmb to tell the doctor i am allergic to the medication. the spots are disappearing(thank god)
(and if i were to live in singapore, i should live near a polyclinic, a lot cheaper)

>_< must sleep, ran out of panadols.

2009-02-08T20:38:00.000+08:00

I am feeling very sick today, but not sick enough to do nth for homework that still piles on my desk( and around the house ).

teachers day photo from a long time ago

2009-01-10T17:32:00.005+08:00

This was a picture from 'Pictures of Teachers Day @ Bird Park.'

Here we see mysterious person x doing homework instead.

Oh its Geog GE2102 Dynamic Blue Planet, Assignment 2 Plate Tectonics and Resulting landforms of tectonic processes

And it belonged to Aaron!

Aaron do you still remember?

2009-01-09T22:58:00.001+08:00

2009-01-09T22:46:00.001+08:00

1st day of school

2009-01-04T01:05:00.002+08:00

1st day of school, i arrived to school super early :) mainly because i had a very bad case of 'i cant go to sleep' because i woke up at 4 the day before so serves me right.

Went to orchard road after that for a family shopping though i went home early as my eyes are in really tired.

they still hurt now.

Better Man-Robie Williams

2009-01-01T20:42:00.001+08:00

Day one chem quiz

2008-12-31T16:35:00.002+08:00

Day ONE chem quiz.

It would be a wonderful greeting from the dearly beloved (adding the sarcastic tone here) chemistry teachers. While my chemistry folder is gathering dust at the corner of my shelf at the far corner of my brothers room, I was busy doing the opposite of Ms.C's warning. (thou shalt no play games!)

The holidays are over! Before I go on to how miserable and terrifying my day is going to be after New Year, I met a really nice guy yesterday. He is going to be our mentor for 6 months. I really didn't expect him to be a foreign but he said hes been here for more than 20 years.

We knocked on the door, though quite silently which must have prompted him to said, "Hello?". And i think he said something like " I'm used to people just barging in..", a sense of humor in his voice, when we came in. He seems friendly enough, compared to the others we met on the way during a short tour. One of the TSOs looks rather unapproachable, but then we met another guy who seems very friendly. Maybe I was being a sexist, I don't know. Moving on with the tour, the labs looks pretty advanced and i was almost going to keep asking irrelevant questions of how these things really work.

I got a nice present from Mootix. I think I have missed out a lot duting the holidays. hence the supposed enthusiasm for the school reopening until I was informed of a day one chemistry quiz. yay...

Picnic

2008-12-29T02:29:00.003+08:00

My sister took this shot. The expression was very diao..

post chalet

2008-12-18T15:22:00.002+08:00

reading newspapers page to page... would you consider that a waste of time or beneficial in a way?

A day after just getting back from the class chalet, i felt personally i rather would have been at home. cos violin sucked terribly and i am glad there's a two week break to gather any pieces of confidence left in me.lol. But the chalet was fun anyway though rather empty if you know what i mean. For one thing you get to feel what its like to live in such a big house though the bathroom was kinda small. on the first night jean had a pretty interesting dare. i got a pretty stupid question and i think i answered it so horribly i must apologize for it. (sorry , i think he's really a nice person and i admire his personality sometimes =X)

I skipped both nightwalks. haha i heard it was fun but the outdoors isnt my kind of thing. =/ i managed to refresh my memory of mahjong and i think i was so sucky at first that the grandmother must have been thinking how slow i am . it was fun haha got to admit it that now i understand why people get addicted to mahjong so fast. xP

wanted to watch horror movie but i failed to wake up, i kinda heard a boom(prolly the door) in my sleep but i guessed i was too concentrated in continueing my slumber. Now that i think of it, if there was only one door key(control or wadever) doesnt that mean i was locked inside when they left? =/

lucky chan is adorable and kitty-chan is ..well...l should have been more interactive (not that cats are much interactive anyway) but i got a treat yesterday of seeing CikZa's cats. They are adorable and one of them is still a kitten. The kitten is so playful and naughty it tried to eat the food on the table. It also likse to play with my fingers. The tongue of a cat kinda feels like a scrub, guess that fits its purpose of an all-fur cleaning brush. i only felt a few teeth in the cats mouth, most prolly the incisors (is that how you spell it?)

Speaking of teeth i read on the straits times life section that Twillight got a 2.5 star rating from a certain critique. (thats worse than the bee movie which got a 3 star) they said that the guy vampire saved the mortal girl a bit too early after their first meeting and that the girl seemed to have more chemistry with her father than the vampire guy. though sweet in a sense rather cheesy in some parts.

I am a fan of vampire related themes so i thought twillight might have been an interesting watch since it differs from usual cliches of vampires which stay in coffins, sleeps int he day turns into bats(?) . Anyone can recomend me nice manga/anime or novels? Vampire knight is getting REALLY boring. Blood+ was so far one of the better ones. Hellsing is creepy lol.

exam

2008-10-19T19:13:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO WATCH HELLSING. i heard its a nice anime. i hope it is. i cant find any nice manga to read cos the drawings are very ugly.

i was doing mp today and the last question abt cranberry juice was kinda ridiculous. just get 7 cups of orange juice and 1 of cranberry juice and get a jug lol.. maybe jane was short on cash who knows..

i heard a stupid joke online,

Einstein and Newton were playing hide and seek in heaven. Newton who was hiding drew a 1 m by 1m box around him. Einstein saw this and said , "Hah! i found you Newton!" But Newton replied, "Haha I am not Newton."

Why did Newton say so?

Newton: "I am Pascal." (in case you dun get it a pascal is a unit for newton/metersquared)

a revision for physics! xP

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i am sick of school hahaha, and i am severely having memory loss cos i cant remember where i put my stuff. wikipedia says its stress related hmm.

sickness

2008-10-12T11:34:00.003+08:00

what would be the first thought that comes across your mind when you see a pool of blood in your pants?

yea.. okay i have realized how terribly embarrassing it is. however the real panic came when the bleeding wont stop. I mean wont you feel nervous when a wound refuses to clot?

well what ever.. it stopped in the end anyway(after a lot of blood, the bathroom looks like a murder scene) and i am refusing my mom's order to see the doctor again. the medical check-up sucks and the medication sucks more.

blood and water mix very interestingly.. like food coloring and water..

AND my MOM just GAVE the STUPIDEST suggestion when i said the bleeding wont stop...i mean COME ON??? i will never touch that....

exhausted

2008-09-13T20:24:00.002+08:00

my legs are sore...

i ran 6 laps around the neighborhood, and took ~20 minutes to do so, i think fasting really makes me have no energy at all.

i dun want trigo test cos i think i will die. Anyway, i heard aaron getting a new violin :O xP
Meanwhile i am struggling with my violin lessons, i still have trouble with my bowing, now i realize how difficult playing it is.. :( furthermore i can read NOTES!!! aaaaaaaaa sian,

i already did some history research, wads left to do is mugging for trigo and research abt english.

and chem car...

long post

2008-09-12T19:58:00.003+08:00

i didnt play during sept holidays :D. was busy with projects lol.

history teacher is nice but kinda weird. if your notes are untidy to HIM muz redo?

mly teacher was on leave on tuesday so all that chionging for mly project wasnt necessary lol...-.-

on wednesday sex talk was boring.. violin lesson was embarrassing. CONGRATS JIAYI and WP and co. for winning :D

thursday thermometer how? art sketching rocks. 2D and ChinWen poses very artisticly but i ran out of paper so i could only drew his head lol. ^^

friday. last day of school for the week and the beginning of the mugging. My sis says i eat too much, :( and asks me to do pull ups cos my body is too short compared to my legs.

I HAVENT TAKEN THE HDB LIFT for about a month ! :D

Difference

2008-09-02T13:43:00.002+08:00

:S couldnt TT today cos aaron got sick lol.

Tmr shall do therm project but CCYY is gone lol.. dead

today i finished my art drawing and i liked it a lot even though there was some "tweaking"... thank goodness cameras were invented xP

thermometer(back-up) went crazy.. and it rises super fast... maximum temp is like 61 degrees. lol

i feel weak... my thoughts are clouded ... i want my lunch.. lol

teachers day

2008-09-01T17:27:00.002+08:00

Its 1st Sept :DD Happy Teachers' Day Mdm Haslindah and Mdm Afidah and Ms Khatijah! I am surprised I can still remember your names since you were the teachers that I didn't hate so much lol.

May your teaching career continue to help guide us students :P
& I will always remember you all for helping me(tolerating me rather) achieve my goals then.

* Sorry i couldnt come back on Friday. But Happy Teachers' Day anyway haha xP

fasting month

2008-09-01T13:40:00.002+08:00

haha its 1st sept beginning of fasting month too.

and jean, ccyy, deb,bs went to X'mas Island for a week O_O

and tmr i am going to tt finally after how many months lol. i bet i will miss the ball tons of times xP

Projects Due:

PHYSICS
CHEM
MT

Homework:

PHYSICS
CHEM
MT
MATHS

wow... lol and theres a math lesson this Friday must go back to school. I am not sure when am i going to meet up wif the rest to do physics project since ccyy gone already T_T and chem project i am trying to find some materials.... i hope it will work lol. xP

Meanwhile i am awaiting for your souvenirs hor and pictures too. i bet the sea will be a total different shade from what we usually see at ECP :P

walle

2008-08-30T17:07:00.002+08:00

The teachers Day celebration before that was kinda cool though i am pretty much bored of performances. Its always the same thing but it was not bad either.
*The lion's role was played irritatingly, maybe because i seem to hate ppl who waste time which he was doing by repeating the same lines... O_o 'i am scared..no...no....' >_>
*The scarecrow's was very diao... 'we need one more guitar player'...'i cant play'.. 'i cant play'..'But I can!'<- the scarecrow.(he has no brain)
* Toto the dog went missing. Dorothy made an announcement asking the person who took it to return it cos it's not hers lol
* the theme was wizard of Oz btw.

congrats aaron

2008-08-20T21:22:00.002+08:00

haha dun mess with the pro.

GRATS AARON!!!
I O U pepsi ; )

hahaa u know it took me 4 ever to recognize a music note and aaron and bs could juz recognize it by ear..

violin today was okay. . my teacher isnt really singaporean , it takes me some time to recognise the words he pronounced wrongly but he claimed if a person has a diploma in violin can get a place in college. O_O but he said he heard it from a friend so he not sure...

but its a bit weird right.. if someone gets diploma but pretty bad at other acadamics, can survive colledge meh? maybe i think he meant the person will be considered more or sumthing :S

aside from that making fake blood is tedious....

2008-08-17T12:35:00.002+08:00

This is Ms Kong. She bought us Pizza that convinced us to attend her chemistry lesson after wednesday half day (principle said there will be no lessons held on that day! *everyone cheers*)
haha but we were short of time to study for chemistry test so we would have come even without the pizza.

p.s. if Ms Kong were to wear a uniform, she would really look like a student.

moral of story: it is no use giving holidays and half holidays to nushs students cos we come for make-up lessons anyway.

"If your inverse function is not a reflection of your function, then your marks will not be reflected..."
Ms Sie complained of being sick of telling the same jokes to 6 classes so that she could get their attention..
"I have and I in my Sie so i can see" -> lame jokes is her trademark.

STRESS

2008-08-11T13:03:00.001+08:00

I HATE MALAY I HATE MALAY
MALAY SUCKS x 10000000000

post for fun

2008-08-11T09:55:00.002+08:00

happy national day singapore. I went to school on Friday wearing a red tee with the letters "E N G L A N D" printed out front. didnt realised until ms kong pointed it out lol. oops

then i watched the opening ceremony of beijing olympics and i don't know where half the countries mentioned are located haha. USA is mad send so many representatives. xP and there was this country that only sent 4 ppl to walk on the track lol. my dad and sis were discussing abt the countries and their economies rather than the athletes cos they dunno any. neither do i. except for a few.

but despite every effort Singapore puts in Singapore hasnt won any medals yet, whereas China reaps most of the medals so far.

malay compo sucks, i just realised if i keep this up i will fail malay this year. ><

i installed rakion played for 15 minutes and uninstalled it. xP

homework status:bad

second attempt

2008-08-05T19:41:00.002+08:00

wahaha i manged to do 4 pull ups today but ms lee said third one didnt go high enuf so she counted 3 :( depressing.. haha so i got a silver xP

then because we were bored during PE ms lee gave us this activity to run around the track with 5kg weights(balls) but we realised how tiring it is and we dropped it one quarter thru the run but ms lee cauught us and made us do some more 'activities' which involved half of us in push up position and only allowed to go down once the the rest brought the balls back xP.

then we have malay debate. its stupid.

was sleepy during english so i basicly answered the compre anyhow and went to sleep until msC.Kong started going thru with the class. right after that i had polymer chem and i tried my best to stay awake. i just realised that i nod a lot during the lesson and i am like the only one doing so haha.. bad habit when i am trying to absorb what the teacher is saying though my memory refuses to take any more.

got home and spent half an hour on violin.. i think i have nvr been so prepared for violin cos the teacher gave very little h/w seeing how ~~terrible~~ horrible my playing was. =X

then i decided to have another go at the glowing effect.. Since the previous picture didnt have the lines glowing much and ppl cant tell its glowing i tried making it more obvious which was a success yay! it looks nicer now. i even enlarged my name and put it on the same glowing effect.

love this.

napfa

2008-08-04T20:02:00.003+08:00

tmr is the deciding factor if i can pass or not lol. this year is disappointing why.. lets see

shuttle run- A
sit ups- A
standing broad jump- A (i shall aim for 2.5)
sit and reach- A
2.4 km run- A
chin-ups- F

lololol okay so i failed chin ups cos i basically dun have enough back muscle and biceps to support my whole weight (58kg O_O imagine carrying your own weight. even carrying kyle for a 100 metres made me sweat like crazy)

i think tmr i muz redo chin ups for the sake of the PE teachers. but i doubt i can make one... i rather run 2.4 km another 5 times than do chin ups five times(to get a C)

okay so i wont even get a bronze this year but nvm next year maybe i can try for silver though i dun realli think i have time to make it lol.

that aside, i realised i havent grown taller! i am stuck below 170... zzzz i wonder when can i at least grow past that point.. maybe i meant to be short :O nvm.. my whole family is quite short..

oh yea my mom told me that i do have long lost relatives at Pakistan! haha basicly my father's side of the family had some breaking up during migration here and lost contact with them since. :O no fair i want to know them too. haha an di realised my blood related paternal grandmother is from from java and the other paternal grandmother is from pakistan too.

ah well my mom says our whole family even relatives are unable to contact them. in fact we dunno how they look like.. though its nice to somehow accidentally bump into them one day but dun realise we are half cousins or sumthing. xP

back to singapore.. ms kong says she des not want to bring up her children in singapore and she has proposed ccyy marry her daughter one day cos he so smart xPPPPPP..

shall return to malay homework.may the pile disappear..

spam posting?

2008-08-03T20:57:00.003+08:00

omg this is post spamming..

emo post starting here:

school is crazy.. i guess my mental capacity is quite small cant take too much or else i go nuts and school is just doing that. not to mention memory lapses lol. my mom says i getting too forgetful and cant even trust me to close the tap. (which is true i left the tap on for 2 hours she killed me )

emo post ends here.

lol why? cos i i started realizing reality(thanks again here) and know whats best for myself. before i start reaching out i need to first get the best resources i could else its just wasted effort. maybe thats why ppl say education is an investment. i should get the depressed feeling out of me. if ppl go on feeling depressed nothing wil get done.

jyjy myself for another 3 years in hell lol

2008-08-03T17:05:00.001+08:00

my first attempt at glow effect dedicated to jean.

(fine so it doesnt really look like a glow.. havent really mastered but i guess its quite okay for my first try lol)

boredom

2008-08-03T16:57:00.002+08:00

this is boredom... and terrible quality.. the theme is pretty screwed up.. bleah wadever..

Cheap photoshopping

2008-08-03T13:18:00.005+08:00

was sick of work and homework so i decided to steal a minute to do something. was very bored..

This is called cheap photoshopping. Why? cos it took me 1 minute to download wings and the picture and i just put them together and added the text lol.

the original picture is beautiful and i thought i added in my interpretation. though the addition is very boring...(it was done in less than a minute wad do you expect?)

credit the original photo, Lost-looking for the exit sign by Arnold Pouteau on flickr. @
flickr.com/photos/arno-4m/461446946/ note his copyright mark at the bottom.

p.s. i do hope this is not copyright infridgement.. isit? sumone tell me if it is.

edit: please do not use this photo and credit me or else i will be in deep trouble. this is only my interpretation of the original work by Arnold Pouteau.

art h/w

2008-08-02T19:20:00.002+08:00

i am relieved .... almost~~This piece of crap~~ This masterpiece took me ~~two~~ ~~four~~ FIVE hours to make and its only the human part. I still havent finish carving it plus hardening it and adding the wings..

i actually made the body and forgot abt the legs so i had to RECUT everything again. this must the first homework i ever put my whole effort in lol.

Beach run 2008

2008-08-01T17:36:00.002+08:00

OMG! today was the beach run! (w.o.k.a. nushs cross-country but distance not long enuf rofl) it was super fun especially the mascot competition that followed the run

the year 3 running was the last of the whole school to run... Year6, year 5, Year 4 Year 2! Year 1 then year 3s.. Why we ran last? i dunno lol but the sun was still quite low and the path was pretty shady so we didnt realli complain abt the awkward biased arrangement.

MR HO HELD TAICHI LESSONS! the speakers were like saying " those who want..... .... .. . . go behind and join Mr Ho to do taichi" XP

The year 6 nobel (Ned or Nat) is pro. He is the still the champion of 2.4 km runs. xP clocking 9 minutes is super fast. Then after some Faradays and other random ppl scored the top few places its the Year 3s turn to run :O

Mr Chua (an art teacher) was in charge for the warming exercises. He is also one of the fastest teachers in school. (our vice-principal got first omg) Then we all had to line up in this narrow path. It was quite funny how after the horn blasted, it took us quite a while to start moving.( the front ppl move so slow...

So it was the fight for space in the first few hundred metres. some of us had to run on the grass cos some ppl refuse to budge when we are behind them and are like nudging our way (to indicate we are over-taking) some ppl are nice though.. they moved aside to let the faster run though most of the time we still have to run on the grass. This year's route was not so bad. the uphill slope was quite gentle and the downhill slope was really encouraging when it somewhat gives you a boost for speed and increase in your stride length xD but then we were still halfway to the finish line but the path was clear of cluttering ppl.

I think the ending point was quite terrible, we see the crowd we chiong then they say 100 metres more the ending point is "there" wa we chiong till no more str then ask us chiong again... but it still quite a good run. though i was quite breathless after the run..

Then i went back for Jean! the girls run supposed to started 10 minutes after we ran so i kept telling myself to complete it faster so i can go help pace her. so after pouring the NEW-water on myself i ran back in which after seeing her, ran back wif her.

The problem with being the last batch to run was : there was no more water ! wth. so Jean had to buy her own water. But the school had enough apples thank goodness. and it was delicious (if you are realli thirsty anything that has water would taste good)

then the Mascot competition started!* It was surprising. It was the first time Fibo had quite a bad performance. I was quite lost cos i dunno where the main performance until i saw the Cheerleading group performing. Then next was Faraday! the Unicorn was quite well made but i think the way the two faradians(as the legs) worked together to make the horse stand on its hind feet while the front kicked was awesome. though they were quite exhausted near the end and couldnt do it anymore. Then random Fleming had their Griffin which looks like a chicken. its left wing fell off at the beginning of their performance while the other wing was slowly falling off. But i think the feathers on the wings were great except they fell or was falling off the griffin( we were joking it was a 'chicken wing' =x )

Nobel's performance was the best. They actaully used dry ice to form the smoke from their Dragons' nose. Then their perfromance included their bucket instruments and live singing of a remixed "i believe i can fly". Their ending was funny they were using pathos by tellign us they were supporting all the other houses represented by a heart with all four colors of the houses. xP haha but i think even without that extra part they would have won anyway.

* added * ms Kong also sat at the grass with us unlike all the other teachers who juz sat on the chairs under the shade. haha i think she is the most sporting mentor in school. She also cheered with us for faraday(she is in faraday ! xP) but this other teacher was looking at ms kong with disapproving eyes from her seat at the teachers there. Maybe she was staring at something else lol. but msKong rockz.

in the end Nobel won followed by Faraday haha.

Then we had half a 205 lunch with special guest MsKong who went to Burger King just to enjoy aircon cos she also ran 2,4km with Janell. It was unfair how ms Koh ruined our class outing by calling for a lecture after the run.

cant wait till sunday will be skating again with jean at ecp. xP

2008-07-29T19:22:00.002+08:00

explored some pictures on the net. I came across this website where it hosts photographs of victims at Palestin when it was(is?) being bombed by Israel.

First reaction to decapitated babies and killed women and children:
holy ****

Bombings was one thing but when i saw photographs showing how the palestin children died, i felt really sick inside. maybe the world isnt really at peace...

2008-07-20T12:49:00.002+08:00

haha i found these videos on youtube about HIV. it makes you realise how annoying curing HIV is..

wa sian... HIV makes "mistakes".. so troublesome..

weird dreams

2008-07-07T20:17:00.002+08:00

Have been getting weird dreams lately. i received an F for my math tutorials and i failed all my tests.. O_o scary really..

2008-07-06T17:15:00.003+08:00

haha this was actually the original skin i wanted to put up but decided to change it because it was too dark lol. Text is actually better to read if the background is bright and the text is dark. and besides this skin gives off a sian feeling. (to me) and i think it would be hard to match the background of this skin with the webpage color. so i decided to juz stick with white. lol .

its a pity though i wanted this to become a button.
I used photoshop to make this shape. (its not a paintbrush) looks like a butterfly doesn't it? wanted to use it for a button but couldnt be bothered with the html. lol

owe$ pay $

2008-07-06T16:45:00.002+08:00

rofl i am thinking what cowards you guys are. Are you even MEN? take up the shit responsibility cos its fucking life.
You walk into a restaurant. You ate. We charge. You pay. And prices are subjected to change without prior notice.

Almost a group photo

2008-07-05T18:49:00.005+08:00

haha.. its kind of dark (shows my lack of ability to use a digital camera) but it one of the better shots taken..

and this is the picture of ~~an idiot~~a wp who was running(happily) around the pole for no apparent reason. >_> muz be her "unique" sense of humor...
this was the guinea pig that we took in for a while before it was given to the actual new owner. it was a newborn (probably 1 month old for its size) quite tragic it died weeks after it got its new owner. i didnt really heard the details.. too bad though, it was adorable.

Family photos..(205)

2008-06-28T17:55:00.002+08:00

haha this are two more pictures during chalet night 1.the ol' family tree with aaron, blur person, debra and timbo. Something interesting popped out anyway looked at the lamp post on the top right hand corner on both pictures. the second one had a faint white spot.

was it the smoke?

2008-06-23T00:09:00.004+08:00

pfft. this was taken at Kuching outside our hotel. The tree behind is actually a cotton plant (looks like its now a cotton tree) its huge.. prolly tens of decades old (centuries maybe?)

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My life revolves around the computer. A pretty boring life yea.. heh i don't really know why but i seem to be pretty tempted by death. Life has so many things yet u can only grasp few things. its weird how when we suffer we wish we wouldn't but when we live in a world so easy, it gets kinda boring and i dun seem to have a strong reason for living. sometimes i wonder if my path is just to grow up and get a stable lifestyle till i die. sometimes i think about what will happen when family is torn away from your life because that 'time' will inevitably come. siblings go on their own and for once i really felt empty. what do i want to be when i grow up. i was nvr able to answer this question in a carefree manner as before. its a simple yet difficult question. funnily enough i hate self-introductions..cos i could nvr find myself.

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One of the pictures from chalet

2008-06-21T14:41:00.004+08:00

Sorry i didn't bother to convert the image to a smaller size but since its only one photo i doubt anyone would really get killed.
this was our first day at the chalet

look at the time its 4 pm. and we had already set up the mahjong(???) table and tiles.

looking carefully at the photo i just realized that the picture had Aaron surrounded by girls.

as popular as always. ;D

2008-04-22T20:22:00.001+08:00

exams in1 week..

cats part 2.

2008-04-03T20:12:00.003+08:00

cats.

2008-04-03T20:07:00.001+08:00

M.A.D. celebration

2008-04-03T20:03:00.003+08:00

cats..

2008-03-23T21:33:00.003+08:00

i took a few pictures of stray cats.. they're cute. they are quite blurry coz it was dark.

funny pictures

2008-03-23T21:06:00.006+08:00

saw this at bus stop amusing..

umm this is the place where you put you trolley to go down one storey liek an escalator.. only for trolleys.. its amusing why they should remind us not to leave babies on the trolleys as you transport them down..

got a pop up blocker

2008-02-23T22:04:00.002+08:00

if one pop up blocker is insufficient, i am getting anotehr toolbar to help me do so

installed google toolbar and some otehr anti pop up blocker, quite effective

only problem it stupidly blocks downloads. sigh,

i dun wnt to go to school, its depressing. everythign is test quiz and more tests...

i dun like the grading,, its very easily to get obcessed with; and it will make you go paranoid. whichi think i already am.

again, home is annoying.

zz

2008-02-23T21:48:00.002+08:00

i am pissed with my mom.. i dunno why she thinks i am surfing pornographic photos

if theres a pair of feminin legs being hsown on a minimized screen (it was an ad) she says

why am i surfing pictures that are inappropriate(basicly porn lar)

WTH.. so i closed it and she says i am surfing those stuff when i only did so coz i finished reading the text. i am super pissed, they are a pair of legs doesnt imply i am watching porn rite

i hate being accused by my family for everythign that seems wrong. i may have done some mistakes but everything seems to be a pattern to them.

first games now this. i wished there was someone from my family that understands.

stupid links

2008-02-11T22:31:00.001+08:00

i realised a lot of links have been hijacked..

i came across this stupid website i thought was a blog and suddenly ahems

i was looking over at the tv and dint realise the website was ahems. lol

quickly closed it. its weird how the industry is so widespread since the internet era came about.

be suspicious of those that ends with blogspot coz i not sure if these ppl are funny jokers.

my brother got a lappy. i want one too =X hahaha i want the lenovo x61 it looks super cool. apparently it costs S$3 XXX lol like i would be that rich

yay i got a new tt bat. it looks cool. made a weird handle on it i think it looks stupid but its nicer to hold anyway.

preparing to die this week =D

my great plan

2008-02-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

the great plan:

of course ic ant say it but it needs to be done quick and i am gonna be screwed if i dun do it.

first thing i need to know all about a main board.. how it is classified, how it works how different components work

and if i can even get such knowledge in the first place

and

if i know how and where to get one

deadline: anytime coz anyone can figure out anytime so precautionary steps must be taken to make sure no one finds out

operation: at night, if suspected i would juz say i am studying and in worse case scenario i am changing.

cost: a lot.

cant belive i am doing this shall laugh over wad i did next December. =/

2008-02-07T20:25:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year.. yea right,,

today the stupid computer cannot start up anymore meaning the F****** motherboard is spoilt. my dad and mom kept saying coz of playing too much games the com spoilt i mean WTF. its not liek i am using it to play everytime. i only play for a while and they think that the game causes the computer to spoil. k heres the scenario, 1 million players and dun tell me that the game spoils all their coms..-.- wtf.. so its my fault i played an ordinary computer mmorpg on what i thought would be like any ordinary computer and it so happens that it wont start up.

i think they are juz unreasonable jumping to conclusions juz because the last thing they see me doing was playing computer games on it. (seriously would parents stare at you longer doing homework or playing games?)

now i have no computer on the first day of the new year am i suppose to be happy??

wished my parents could at least understand, i wnt to get a laptop, ONE WITH A REAL GENUINE WINDOWS OS since wad i am using always ruins my computer. i cant even play DVD files on the previous one. i feel stressed. why cant i have lots of money to spare, i still need to buy a bio text book, my dad willsurely force me to buy another motherboard(prolly 100 dollars) sighs

i think i am gonna fast everyday when school starts, seeing theres goign to be now way of me going to pay off everything, 5 dollars a day 5 times a week should be good enough.
no more lunches and dinner for me. juz go home eat study and sleep not even playing games.

stupid cny got chem project and assignment 3 and other homework. and stupid ms cie.

i think i am gonna die of stress soon. family stress financial stress and school stress. sighs.

triple science quiss tmr

2008-02-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

wahaha..
chem quiz
bio quiz
physics quiz
DIE

silat tmr
then after that is chem QUIZ
wahahaha i completed physics online assignment
haven completed assignment 3 and malay
cny celeb on wednesday.. willit be half day?

chem is evil. physics is evil bio is evil = evil(bio+chem+physics)=evil(triplescience)=evil triplescience,

2008-02-02T12:04:00.000+08:00

learnt html basics yesterday
is quite fun
whee
and we can do links.

like

here

i like the marquee the most

best is that you can combine them together

oh and listing too

like 1
like 2
like 3

kk enough coding. i juz tried tuning my violin. its quite scary. especially when ou have to tighten the thinnest string that looks like it will break anytime.

iwill die. physics is due today...(online)

Math test 1

2008-01-31T18:55:00.001+08:00

glad you reached there safely...

silat is finally getting more interesting. cant wait for chinese new year. coz cny=break but after that got testsssss and quisssss

i am depressed over todays math test... i couldnt do the last question part 2 muz be like 3 marks
and question 2 b too.... antoehr 3 marks gone. i bet there were a lot of careless mistakes in there. you know i actually got stuck at the very first question because i was careless..i think i wasted 5 minutes++

saving up for a table tennis bat. Oo. should cost around 25 bucks. (omg)
curent savings 15 dollars. hehe because of the that i du buy food from the school canteen unless i really need to. ppl seem to think that fasting for about 13 hours is crazy especially when you are having PE lessons. its quite easy actaully. you juz need a blocked nose, plenty of distraction and homework stress. =D

random photos

2008-01-27T16:33:00.000+08:00

found some photos in old files

drama. ps: person behind cleo is jiayi, notice the round duck on the floor, and i dunno whos hair is that in the photo
ball on top of the seats during the day this important mp guy visit our school and we were all forced to sit at the hall and watch from there..
old photo. jiayi looking shocked here.. (wp looking blur(as usual))
i dunno why he posed that way but he did

jean and chua
games day? tim is meditatingrandom
random
i not very sure if mariel got kicked in the end or not.

this was when kyle was smaller a lot smaller..
random
the last picture of this painting..
random?
teachers day. feyra start wearing contacts. random balloon

mr and ms sumthing - the names of the birds
LC holding the hoop as the parrot flies thru
mr ku winning an award
mr ho winnign an award
random. ms chen

**** update: i realised 307 mentor ms kong is the other ms kong. very nice but since shes still a teacher- shes evil

i'm in 307.
my grades are suffering
my math is dieing
i think my malay is improving
i am depressed over my first 2 year transcript
preparing for english debate even though its not graded and i would be better off revisng maths..
C is an evil letter.
teachers names taht rhyme with E are evil. c,yee,lee,lee.

2007-12-27T19:08:00.000+08:00

schools opening again. i hate school programmes.
i hate the portfolio
=.= have been wasting my holidays slacking/snoozing/sleeping/snoring. except one of those few rare days you get out of the house.

merry belated christmas (selamat hari natal)

i want quit IT (irritating toot) club. and is it true there will be a new teacher in charge for IT club? the ldr said so in the her sms anyway.(die) the evil teachers have abandoned me in class 30x (i forgot my class shall check again and update- if i ever will) but i know the teacher is ms kong.(die) i heard she wasnt very pleasent(die) but who knows >_>

there is only 6 (7?5?) mroe days to school. ah cant wait to drop ONE humanity. isnt it great to get rid of lit. no more weird spellings (thee thou nought?) and weird phrases (where pigrims touch wadever) i wonder where the extra 2 hours go to. hope its free period though i heard it will be pushed to math.. (darn those numbers).

optimistic ._.?

Cooking

2007-10-29T20:20:00.000+08:00

Who says boys can't cook heh?

Today my mom brought me to the supermarket(actually i was the one who wanted her to follow me to supermarket) And we bought the groceries even though two days ago we went to the same supermarket to buy $XX worth of groceries. Why??

1) the kitchen roll went missing.. we put into the basket it was missing at the cashier Oo
2)the rubber gloves were forgotten as we concentrated on what to eat tommorow..
3) i wanted to buy spaghetti coz two days ago my mom thought there were still some in the fridge but there actually wasnt.

haha as i was the chef of the kitchen otday i NEED spaghetti!!!
i got all the ingredients i need : sausages ,speghetti sauce, chilli sauce(homemade) and spices EXCEPT the spaghetti.. =.=

after i got home i went straight to work..

(who wants to know my recipe hehehe?)

so i boiled the spaghetti so they become EDIBLE
started thawing the sausages with my bare hands... (washed no i mean sterile hands)
cut the sausages into supposedly nice slices.
pour some oil into the pot.. let the sausages get fried inside..
enjoy the splaterring effect of oil...=.=!!
then pour the sauce inside and add some of my secret spices...
then pour over teh spaghetti.
Finally use my homemade chilli sauce to sweeten and spice up the dish...

It tasted quite nice actually.. my mom agreed.. Oo

now i am chionging my math file.. i dun have one stupid worksheet on matrices coz i was absent => MR LOW!!!!

did you know i haven done my journal yet?? > i was absent on thursday so i was unable to contact you mtr low to hand in the journal whihc i had already *ahem* did >_>

i hope iwont screw up english tmr.. ms sim finally reliezes she has to play the video 3 times so we can get decent grades. sian..

blahnessity is an amusing name.. not surprisng if you have to restart your character for the fourth time in maple story.
WTH i still play maple... =P so wad theres a kid in everyone! (copy form kidscentral slogan)

i hate the clocks in the school. They are not coordinated.. ms rohaida scolded us for being 5 minutes late for exam but the canteen clock said we left five minutes before reporting time.. its not like we took 10 minutes to go from canteen to class rite..

i need to get a nice water bottle for jean tommorow since she doesnt have one yet. i have to get a purple colored one though. (purple..does the color remind u of SOMEONE?)

hari raya if literaly translated.. it means BIG day..... weird name but yea it describes the havoc we have to prepare for..

i heard there will be another chalet.. i want to go this time.. i didn't go last time.. coz i was sleeping on a queen size bed by the beach during that time >_>!!

i want to concentrate on my studies.... somehow i feel i am becoming more perfectionist as teh days go by...

2007-10-13T13:35:00.000+08:00

i think the test is pretty inaccurate. and surprisingl i do not know what introverted or intuitive means...

also.. i am not Kinesthetic....=.= test is stupid..

Saturday's post

2007-09-30T14:25:00.000+08:00

i know i am posting on a Sunday but pretend this post is up on the blog on saturday k?

Today we had to do physics. And Jean, BS, Whaipeng and i are supposed to meet at the library at 1. hehe.. i (as usual) leaves the house late . I was at Aljunied when i smsed Jean, if everyone was there at the library. Then she replied she has not reached there too. Then she sms me back to meet outside the station before going to the library together.

Psychology lesson 1. The human brain is astonishingly very complex when it comes to attention. Once your attention is concentrating on something your brain surprisingly ignores other stuff. Want proof? Go to this videoclip.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LBL2SbRj5CA

Okay anyway. When i arrived at Bugis and exited, i saw jean. Surprisingly she could not see me. Why? She was looking for someone wearing red coz i usually wear red. but i was wearing black and she could not spot me even thoughi was standing inf ront of her. XD well either that or she was playacting. lol

after physics, wp and i went to the B1 library and discussed our lyrics for sc speech while jean stayed at the reference section to do her geog. Wp and i came up with stupid lyrics, and most of mine had to change coz they were insulting the ahem and ahem. AAA we sure die tmr (monday) coz we dunno wad to say at the cantteen there,,,,!!!

After that wp used my phone sms jean we went to bugis junction for a while and that if she wanted to come. She didnt reply.

Wp and i set off from the library to Bugis juntion to see the shops. It was fun. i nvr knew there were so many shops at Bugis Juntion. Then we saw a pet shop. The hamsters were sooo cute!! (my guinea pigs are cuter, not to mention smarter) The hamsters were like scurryiong around. Then i saw a flea comb which is what i need for my guinea pig and it was 10.00 dollars(OMG) cheapest was 2.00++ then we left the shop.( the salesperson in the shop dao me and greeted another customer.)

Wp and i walked around and there were a lot of cool shops . like the customised handphone tags.(wp and i going there again to make one)

Unfortunately it was already 4.50 and wp and i had to leave soon.(i had to be back to do my errands and be for dinner) and then jean sms that they are now coming!! =.=

so we walked some more and at 5.10. gerlynn sms they still walking to bugis junction.!! wp and i had to go so we left.

--> Disclaimer. jean and gerlynn and feyra busy doing geog so we went to bugis junction first. by the time they had finished we had to go. =)

Then i got home, THE STUPID COM REFUSED TO SWITCH ON.

it shows teh windows start-up screen.. then *bllue screen* then *peep* restarts and shows start up screen then blue screen then peep then restart then start up screen then blue screen then peep then restart then start up screen then blue screen... well you get the point.

could not use the com until 2.30 AM wen my father finally fixed the computer..

yea and thats all .

2007-09-23T13:54:00.001+08:00

err.. has nayone lost a green pen. Coz i borrowed it from someone and failed to return it coz i forgot who. i know it isn't chua's coz i know her green pen. Whoeevr lost their greeen pen tell me so i can return this to you. thanks :)

kehidupan amat mencabar,

2007-09-22T23:44:00.001+08:00

aku berasa letih walaupun aku tak membuat sembarang aktiviti hari ini. aku hanya bermain permainan komputer lalu menonton rancangan televisyen. Alhamdulilah, aku sudah hampir sembuh dari penyakit batukku. Hanya harap ia tidak akan menjangkitiku semula. semalam, aku berlari dengan Whaipeng dan cleo di trek perlarian. Walaupun aku hanya berlari sekeliling trek itu empat kali, aku sudah tidak bernafas dan tidak mampu berlari legi. Namun Cleo terus berlari. Aku pergi mandi di tandas sekolah sebelum ke kelas matematiksku. Kemudian, aku pun ke kelas bahasa melayu. Tidak sangka Cikgu akan terlupa tentang kerja rumah yang sepatutnya diselesaikan pada hari itu. Hai, jika begini, tentu dia akan teringat suatu hari dan bertanya dengan ku ><. Hari ini, aku bangun tidur agak lewat . ><><

Kadang-kadang aku berfikir jika perbuatanku itu betulkah atau tidak. Kawanku sering menanyaku tentang suatu perkara yang aku tidak dapat menjawab kerana aku sendiri tidak tahu. bagaimana aku mahu tamatkan perkara ini jika aku tidak dapat membuat keputusan. hai, susahlah ku mahu meyelesaikan masalah ini. aku sudah ada banyak kerja dan aku masih terlibat dalam perkara yang sudah lampau ini. ..

slack

2007-09-22T23:11:00.000+08:00

I have not seen ms sim for m english draft so i am dead coz english draft is due on monday. i haven done anyhting today except slacking coz i dun feel motivated to do my work. For IS i worked out how to solve the the problem about our results. I hate ppl who take stuff that are mine. But surprisingly, i steal ppls stuff htough indirectly. (stealing indirectly in terms of virtual electronic configurated stuff.)

I photoshopped the warner bros logo. I shall not put it up here coz its to be a surprise.

The weather is so hot!! My room fan is failing me for the first time. and it is in the night summore. i had to give up wearing long pants and wore short pants only.

i hate byond foundation physics homework! it is the worst.

i am losing my voice coz i couged too much. and i can no longer hit high notes.

i am dead for english prepared speech...!!!

i need to go to library to research more on geog project!!

Why am i starting all my paragraphs with "I"?

this is so random.

Next wednesday will be kite flying or kite decorating or both.

AR!! i am bored!!! i am soo bored...

i need to relax myself more.

2007-09-19T21:07:00.000+08:00

Aku tidak boleh membuat keputusankanku. Bagaimanaku dapat membantumu jika ku tidak berani untuk membincang perkara ini denganmu. Aku tidak mempunyai kelayakan sebagai seorang sahabat jati. Aku lemah. Aku cuba memperbaiki semua itu. Namun usahaku bagaikan mencampak garam ke laut.

Ini tidak adil kepada kamu semua. Kamu terlibat dalam masalah ini kerana ku terpedaya bahawa aku dapat menolongnya. Sekali lagi, usahaku tidak membawa hasil. Mengapa harus hidupku di dunia ini begitu komplex? Aku sudah berasa tertekan dengan kerja-kerja sekolahku sendiri tanpa perlibatanku dalam insiden-insiden sebegini.

Bagaimana ku dapat tahu apabila aku membuat keputusan yang betul?

Resonance

2007-09-10T23:21:00.001+08:00

Museum photos

2007-09-10T20:51:00.001+08:00

got some photos out of my computer. they are from the museum.

we entered the museum no photography allowed and the we left.. photography allowed.=D

Then we went off to 7 eleven. Funny really how teenagers can act in simple places as your usual store

Last saturday...

2007-09-10T19:58:00.000+08:00

Chua reminded me "Ash! you never update your blog!" or as i recall from my memory.

AH yes here we are, gerlyn helped us take a photo of us in blazers.

We were usherers.Not ushering ppl but ppl in cars. I was stationed in front of the hostel and it was drizzling slightly.

i conclude from my experience:

1) drivers don't listen to instructions, Aaron and anotehr guy told the drivers to park at the carpark all the way IN. they seem to stop by the hostel and seeing an empty slot took it and i had to stop them coz they are not allowed to park there

2) Drivers are sometimes so toot that they want a carpark slot available for tehir car and refuse to park by the side. I mean shut the **** up man, you came late the other ppl alreayd arked their cars byt he side of the roads, what do you want me to do, call teh drivers to drive out their cars and give one to you??

3) Most are okay coz i left Andy to do the hard work.

and we ate the LUNCH! OMG it tastes soooo much better than the food they gave for other buffets. It was soo nice, even gerlynn was tempted by theprawns. Something Aaron begged to differ.

3rd time blogging

2007-08-26T20:06:00.000+08:00

haven touched bio ahahaa

homework piling up and only have few hours to do ahahaha

beyond foundation physics i lost ahahahahaa

stooopid bio exam ahahahaha

i juz realised jaryl's and chua's msn nicks make sense now ahahahaha

i can't believe i going to major physics and bio and chem. all the teachers drive me mad.

junhan, ccyy, jean, and stuart jia you!!

nth in the world is a horible song

i prepare to die for bio exam X o X

i borrows 3 books from the library on modern physics on friday and they were so thick and heavy (except 1 which was small) and guess wad,,, only 10 pages out of 400 is related to my homework. ( i hear mad laughter from jia yi)

I HATE THE (should not put here in case some one like_R_____ see this)
(pretend this space is non-existant)
4) Celebrating teachers day on friday until 6 o clock +++
5) 1-3, 5 are non existant <--- contradict statement

my ankle has HEALED!!! finally juz hope i won;t sprain it again...

better start doing my homework only 3 and a 1/2 hours left.

friday update

2007-08-25T21:16:00.000+08:00

its weird posting something about yesterday today but nevermind. for sake of memories..

yesterday a lot of things happened and a lot of awkward moments.

things went haywire teh day before yesterday. The next day which was also yesterday was ery hard since we can't ignore wad happened less than 12 hours ago and the words were still stinging me in the head. Slowly the storm calmed, the ray of sunlight growing bigger shining allowing visibility once more. Though plants began to grow again, fallen trees, dead remains of what seemed a beautiful forest stained the deepest yet most precious piece of life

CCA was horrible as it was boring and the teacher wanted us to do more activities... the bear and two others will receive punishment for daring to cross the border next week and it was in my opinion a very simple punishment but the bear growled and complained until i felt if i were the teacher i would send him to the prison.

then i had to stayed back for another volunteering work.

left physcis books behind in class asked stuart to help me open class room door and i retrieved them

we played with the future juniors, some nvr follow instructions and some not interested. we only had time to play two games and reiko called me ash ketchum ... i wanted to teach them the "beh" clap but time was travelling too fast since we were all at rest.

the theory of relativity is interesting and this makes things very weird about how we see life. watching this vid mr lim left behind made me think further about life and everything. Its a dangerous thing to think about but once you understand the concepts you wonder, who is the "spectator" who sees wads true since events happen at different timings depending on who sees them. this special theory of relativity is really scary if you put deep thought into it.

putting the scary philosophical stuff aside, the food was great. though i have a stomach ache the next day lol

whaipeng was so nice yesterday ask her fatehr to fetch me to MRT. I wanted to take the bus instead. but to be honest i felt a bit lonely.

err we talked about life (again..but well it was on my mind as well) if i were worried about rain i would be more anxious abt the security or the locker finding us there. The moon was nice and this reminded me of Mr Lim's journal about moons which i haven done so i tried to not look at it lol

arrived back home was very sleepy but unconvined pratice fur elise on my keyboard then fell asleep.

this morningtoo tired to wake could not go to school sry aaron. missed the food but i juz had some yesterday and felt like puking

today played rs. finsihed ds. found out PIZZAS is not a good idea to bring along to fight dragon. they heal too slowly even htough they save space now wear rune platebody yay.!!

now helping my neighbour solve mathematics questions.( it was chim nvr knew primary school questions getting ahrder and harder and that question was an MCQ 1 mark)

PSLE i tink he can get very good marks he is so hardworking!! feel so envious

bio exam coming up and i haen started revising liek crazy starting tmr but got BFP!! nooo

WOW

2007-08-20T23:24:00.001+08:00

After X number of months, days, hours, minutes and seconds, the blog became alive again!! shouldn't we be happy? =DDDDDD ---> -.-

yea juz dug up my computer and i found some old pictures... very funny old pictures of 205vers which i am afraid to post in case one comes to assasinate me. Though i am sure that they would not mind, i know they would not mind killing me after that either so i am saving the pictures till later..

Today, imbufe lesson was asa boring as ever. taking 1 hour to go thru 10 MCQ questions... Ms Chiong would have chionged thru it in 15 minutes..

Then got evill ms sim.

Then SC elections GOT POSTPONED TO TERM !!! this is great!!!

I am now addicted to runescape though i am determined to control my gaming time coz bio exam next wednesday =X =X

tmr have english 'quiz'

i ahve not practiced my keyboard but is i played badly i would juz say , "my fingers JUST won't listen to me!!!"

particularly good excuse and saying with right emotion and facial expression, its is easy to make the teacher believ since we are all beginers anyway except for SOME.

Jean and WhaiPeng are doing a project on influencing me to be well sick-minded. So far i am on prject 4. Though honestly, i dunno wads going on..

Whaipeng and Jean exchanging me for aaron or some ratating system like that. I wonder, do women treat boys and ahem as objects? tsk tsk...

Whaipeng and I need to think of something good to say during our campaign speech.. sigh

math test in 3 days.. can you believ it we started teh modules 2 weeks ago and suddenly test..

I screwed up chemistry quiz will work harder for next quiz.

i haven done malay karangan

i learnt from boonsionghow to write my name in chinese characters but jean still criticizes me for my wrong strokes.

Feyra and I taught some of our friends english words in Jawi. Stuart now knows wads **** in Jawi. lol

ms tan ee ling send me e-mail.. thought should share wif you guys wad she told me. She said

The red flesh of teh strawberry is not really teh ovary but a notehr part of teh flwoer that swells to form the red flesh. The "seeds" that you see on the outside are actaully tiny fruits containing the seeds. That was interesting. though i am still eating ovaries. its plant ovaries anyway..

A poem

2007-05-19T12:58:00.000+08:00

I lay sprawled on the ground
Gazing at the vast sky
Where the constellations are told
There are so many of them
And they change every single day
From stars and fortunes they turn
To reality showing worst of its sides
Libra is unbalanced
Have two faces with one showing terror
When the tilt comes,
Justice goes with it
Pieces pair up in one
Working without time in the waters
Hardly ever going out
Sunrises they’re gone
Sunsets they’re missing
The Sagittariuses, one born form the other
One shows mercy but considers me nothing
The other is my friend but sometimes a foe
I am in loss and confusion
I lay alone on the ground,Alone.

sorry for teh party thing

2007-04-14T15:16:00.000+08:00

sorry everyone, i apologise for when i scrwed up the surprise advanced birthday party to me. I son't blame you guys as you ppl really put a lot of work there and i think i ought to tell you an apology plus a reason about my reluctant bahavior yesterday.

umm i have just got 15 hours woth of lseep finally. yestereday, i have NOT been awake for 12 hours but acruually more. i haven't slept since the day before yesterday as i was trying to find diffrerent stories to complete my portfolio about a book with special abilities. so during teh party yesterday, i haven actually slpet for 36 hours, 3 times more than i claimed in school as i didn'y want to worry you guys. so i was really tired and less tolerent than i used to be.

anyway ireally apppreciate the party even though i was reluctant to accept i at first. well this is becoause this is that was the first birthday party i ever had, seriously. for the past 13 years, i have only celebreated brief moments where my family wished my happy birthday and gave me present at different times of the day and it was very informal. so when i saw everyone standing there with candles and everything, i was shocked. not just because Boon Siong had tricked me again, that was because it wa sthe first party i had. so i could not believe my eyes. Na di am so unused to parties, i felt really nervous. People in the canteen were already staring at me and ifelt i was really bothereing everyone for making the party for me so i really i dunno wad to say but i just could not accept the trouble you guys put thru.

okay i ran away becoz i need some time alone to get my feelings straight and the ******person by the name of chaching(wadever the spelling is) kept following me. i was trying to get my feeelings straight becoz i am both touched and very angry. this is two times in a row to being tricked by boonsiong where he said important project meeting when its actually a surprise of a birthday thing. and also for making everyone strare at me. but i was really happy you guys remebered my birthday this time. during my primary school, no one bothered to say happy birthday to me except for one best friend (and the only friend i had) so last year when ppl forgot, i think secindary school, no body would really want to be a real friend to me.

so when you guys gave me the surprise party already, i am like so touched you ppl there waiting to sing happy birthday was already ebough to make me feel the happiest person in life. forget the cakes and presents, your hearts are already my best presents ever.

but i still ran away becoz i was already so close to tears i really could not bear to face you guys. very embaressing. AND CHACHING (spelling error??) KEPT FOLLWOING ME. IDIOT. but nevermind. so when i have finally got a hold of myself, i came back onlyto find one mastermind of the part, JEAN, missing. s o i must have thought that i have upsetted her when i ran away. So i am really sorry Jean

so now, ia mreally goign to bored at home for my birthday as my mothere pushes me around and i ahve nnothing to do at home except study. i relaly wished i could go bact to yesterday.

Eh i uploaded it already leh....

2007-04-03T17:34:00.000+08:00

today didn't play sheradde coz ms tan had someelse on her mind...describing about 22 pictures....zzzzzz... oh well i was running out of words to describe the pictures.... why can't seh give more interesting pictures.... anyway, i finally uploaded the class video on youtube.. please go and see and tell me wad you think. heres the link :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3hAwbeBxTQ

Also happy birthday Jun Han!!!! *got a birthday present for you* scroll down and look at the pictures i uploaded..one is to acknoledge your friendship with ahem...lol

Botanic Garden

2007-04-02T19:32:00.000+08:00

I finally uploaded my camera pictures from the botanic garden visit so here they are. Its not as much as timothy's 171 picture album but i say these pictures are sufficient and RELEVENT to the subject.

so after that we went home. If you were to look at the map of botanic gardens, you would see that we had walked suc a long way juz to reach the eco-lake. Lol.

2007-04-02T19:03:00.000+08:00

Forogt to mention this earlier. HISTORY DRAMA RESLULTS!! YAY!!!!

FIRST in place is no other than the grieving LIM BO SENG acted by Janell whose group scored 49/50 !! CONGRATS!!!! Their performance was splendid! No scripts at all and very hilarious scenes!

SECOND in place goes to.....BoonSiong's group!!! and i must thank boonSiong for writing the script ! IT was well done and we cannot do it without him!

Third is place is........ the Konfrantasi Group!!!! with jarell and stuart as terrorists!! okay well done evryone.. good news is that all the groups received marks abovethe 80 percentile. so all must be happy ^^

Wahahaa

2007-04-02T13:44:00.002+08:00

MATH TEST was soooooo Beh*....lol... i didn't see Mr low write that angle thing on the board and i lost like 3 marks. Sad. Ah well wads over is over. Meanwhile we have a bio report plus a bio terrrarium to complete. can you believe? two bio projects at once? zzz..

okay rewriting my english portfolio. a story, 3 chapters, 3 Books, 3 trustees, 3 adventures, 3 blablabla...wadever stuff. and Ms Tan, our new english teacher is very nice! her activities are so much funa sthey are more intereactive but it seems lke she enjoys it as well. Tmr playing sherades during english. lol and we must use descriptive sentences for the other group to sherade and WAA..so fun. lol

i owe you guys term 1 pictures in a movie or slide show or video.. wad ever it is. but i think it owuild be better for sem 1 rather than term 1 coz not enuf for term 1 and too bad i didn't bring camera during camp coz mr ku can take pictures for me!!! T_T

oh well....

the post after a long time

2007-03-24T20:08:00.000+08:00

Guess wad?? A time shift happened and i had jumped from feb to march.... and there was this blank period of time and so i never blogged.....

since i nvr blog for sooooooooooooooo long i will try to remeber things which i think i could and blog them here...yes ...right here..ya....

ermmmmmmm....i think my memory spans vaguely to the day of the math sttstics presentation...on that fateful day.....

i couldn't remeber which day it was but i remembered the terrible embarressment i felt presenting a 30 minute long slide presentation to the class..... and we recently had a peer evaluation on how many percent did each person do. me and ahem did less than the average of 20% each member should have equally done. however i emphasize when some people do less in the project...was it because as a leader no one assigned him a job to do or did you assign him very little things to do or was it that he reluctantly and un willingly to do his part?? so if one wants to contribute to the group but no one accepts his help.. its not him that is lazy and contributed little it is because the group do not approach him to tell him to do something. and also.. do not do most of the project and leave very little things for the rest of the group to do. what if you assign a part to someone else juz because the person who did nothing did not turn up for meetings...Does that person knows there is a meeting? Did you make sure thatThat person does not have anything important to do on that day? and the peer evaluation...... people sometimes do not think very hard when they did the percentage... the percentage is not just for the project grade distribution but ALSO the teamwork that the group shows. if someone dids little or nothing at all.. then the whole group will suffer in the criteria of teamwork in the project grade. why? because the group must together work as one. persuade or assign him or make sure he turns up for meetings...tell him wads going on and if he cannot do things on his own.. do teh prject wif him... as a group we all must help each other. if you wanna give someone 0% go on...its the truth and you shouldn't change it but think about it.... is it entirely his or her fault?

Bio exam was okay not too difficult nor too easy and i think i could have scraped at least a pass. Bio presentation was horrible.... 70% or general STDs and 30% on crab lice...horrible..... an di regret ever not being active in th bio group.....

Lit project was great...to be honest and i dun mean to brag but i think our literature machinema was the best among the other machinema by otehr groups. We have teh whole story and 95% clear( 5% due to chines atatcking malay man instead of indians) and we have subtitles and we have VOICE OVERS!!! overall i say that it was a very good machinema except forimprovements to be made for the voice overs which was too loud and others.

Physics presentation was horrible. Ms lim was in a bad mood and then ahmed spoiled the projecter so we all couldn't present without slide presentaion. Stuarts group lucky as they managed to use it before it was spoilt. i dun blame ahmed..everyone makes mistakes but this was a very major mistake that affected a lot of ppl. but anyway our group scored A- and i am very proud of our group members mangaging to score this grade cause OUR GROUP were actually rejects...i was in not invited to any group and neither is boonsiong and eugenia and keat mun. NO one wants us..FINE!! this was our intense heat that made us perseveared to get that grade! though keat mun was left out which i must apologise for my own ignorance and if i were to group wif him i will try my best to make sure he is involved this time. eugenia may have not done much but thats because i didn't assign her much to do. boonsiong did research and i did teh flute and eugenia did that peer support and was willing to do the presentation but it was alredy completed .it was better than nothing. i appreciate it.

holidays.. i played like crazy til i lvl 16 in rakion. the nin pawned all the noobs but was on par wif aaron and was pawned by aaron's friends. BAH

WEdnesday was to watch the Titoudou play and it was fun but i forgot wad time to reach there so i came to library at 11.30 and got persuaded to buy 3 pens $2 each and then ir ealised the play was at 2.30 so i spent the rest of teh hours reading books.

then have camp. The challenge pole was fun and teh abseiling was fun too. i cheered till my voice was gone.

then school started.

history project was great. janells and the gays are the best . pity ahem's group

chemistry starts to be boring so has bio

new english teacher, ms tan, ms wong is gone

bio project starts smae group as history group except we invited feyra in. shes still new, accept her and give her a chance.

mister monday finsihed reading

The end

minute by minute
hour by hour
the hand moves on
passing forever

Forgot to blog yesterday

2007-02-15T14:37:00.000+08:00

i did not blog yesterday becaaauuusssseee i fell saleep studying bio. yea today we had bio test and i am so sad cause i lost like a LOT of marks cause i answer some questions WRONGLY. yes so what happened yesterday???

A lot

First we watched a boooring speech done by 2 police officers who brought guns to school. O.o

Then we practived new year singing and we presented in front of all the year twos and some year 5s. Eh we not that bad la.. but we watched the year 5s present and we felt SOOO INFERIOR to them.. all the year 5s sang so nice.... oh yea WE ALSO WON THE CHINESE NEW YEAR CONTEST but we were told we MUST stay back for rehearsal but in the end only jaryll turn up.. the rest all dun want to go lol.

After the fun we had physics. we studied some few things before we go to phsics lab for our Quiz and practical. so fun rite.... quiz was horrible and practical was okay and not so bad. i got my test bak and i got 32 out of 50 and i feel ITS NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!!

then i ummm "guided" ***ehem*** and *** ehem 2*** with their ***ehem thing*** and then i wanted to see their presentation but i waited so long and they never present so i gave up and went down. Surprisingly, i found ccyy and chenyang when i cam e out of the stairs. lol .

then nothing else happen... so lets go to what happend TODAY

aiyah later i post about wad happen today cause i dun feel like posting anymore but i am now at school com lab front rpw 2nd computer form the left ... i am using the come next to kyles com and kyle is using it too and kevin is playing interective physics now on the com next to mine... okay so i am done later got lit play the game and make our machinaima finsh THE END> <_<

chinese new year event that is about to come

2007-02-13T19:48:00.000+08:00

And today i posted what happened today again so as to keep track of what had happened in my year 2 days....

Otday morning was math lesson and we learnt about our new topic which is all these geographical figures and everything. Then we did a PSLE question and a O Level question on the same topic. O level question not so bad... maybe it was an easy question. =X

Then there was PE.. Timothy stripped in class today then we went for PE. Pe was horrible. I played defender and it was so pain.=X My left leg got hit by a fast moving ball and my right leg was kicked by another guy by mistake when he was trying to kick the ball and i tried to get the ball away from him... okay so i prevent the ball from getting near and you know wad i nearly tried to catch the foorball with my hands again. i feeel like being goalkeeper cause can use my hands.

Then after PE the people known as the "GAYS" changed in class today and eugenia so unfortunately passed by and was accused of looking at boys changing...lol =X but she did not really see anything as the boys alredy finished changing in the class when Eugenia arrived. lol

Then there was mother tongue and we play sherade. And we played 105 against 106 and 106 won cause their language so much good and i forgot my peribahasa and i lost my group so many marks....

then there was chemistry... test on titration ... aaron me and timothy worked together in the titration. i helped timothy and aaron set their stands and luckily aaron point out to me that i added base inside the buerette which was supposed to be filled with acid and now wonder la i add phenolptaline inside my flask and see no change in color. Lol .

then got english watch video of this ice age creature who collects nuts adn in the end lost all of it. then i paired up with boon siong to desribe a scene in about 400 words. Boon siong worte till like 800 + maybe?

Then got practice for chinese new year thing. i am part of the singing and i sound so horrible!!!! i feel like i wanna quit cause my voice not NICE !!

then tommorw must bring red t-shirt so we all look nice in the contest so we can win..... for chinese new year singing contest....kakaka

then i go home THE END

Now got to revise EM waves cause got quiz on it tomorow.

History test

2007-02-12T18:31:00.000+08:00

i forgot to post on friday..saturaday,, and sunday...zzz

so anyway today i am posting about wad happened today.....

I brought the flute our group was going to present on and it was funny to see ppl struggling to make sound with the flute as you must blow into the holw in the correct position if you want a sound to be produced =/

And then there was this torture history test which was more torture than torture.. Then there was malay.. surprise malay test..zzz more torture

then there was englsih peer critique and i did cleos and cleo did mine.. i gave cleo 3 3s and 2 4s and 2 5s and she gave me a lot of ( somewhere in between 3 and 2)

yea so then there was math test... i couldn't love a test more than this one.!! IT WAS THE FIRST MATH TEST THAT I EVER MANAGE TO ANSWER ALL THE QUESTIOONS!!!! MUST CELEBRATE THIS HAPPIEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE!!!!
Statistics quite fun and i know i MUST try to get a good grade for this module as its quite easy and if i dun do this well i am wel... dumb

then finish up my damn letter kiriman rasmi and pass it up to CIKGU amd i think the letter is so horrible i might not even pass.

Then we go AUDI and do rehearsal. Jean looked like shes going to explode and you know what i feel shes maybe too stress, shes never been this well ummm something lah but she behaves a bit different than the pre-jean. Anyway after rehearsal went back home and when i am at MRT station remembered i forgot to return MS tans CD and forgot to pass up my CR into her pigeon hole even thought i alredy complete it . I will pass it up tomorow ... the first thing i do when i arrive at school. And my english is atrociousand i am sure jean and cleo agrees. i admit it myself i am so bad at language that i think i would rather do horrible matth than do english.

I feel damn bad about posting this and i think i must be over-reacting. And don't you dare talk to me about this . You may and might have felt what i am feeling now but i don't wanna know. Don't butt in and let me handle this myself. Call it bottling myself up but who cares. i am living in my own world her and i don't wanna know anything outside, i'm in a deep hole i can never escape from and i want this to end...now/

struggly day

2007-02-08T20:33:00.000+08:00

Yea so lets see i slept yesterday without doing my homework.. sigh so i did my math in the morning and managed to complete it in time during math lesson.. =P
and then i copied down the diagramn of a male reproductive organs in a mus musculus(some mouse).
And then i did my critical response which sopunds sooo stupid.

yea so nothing much today except me struggling thru my homework and then i begged fro extension of deadline of my critical response cause i want to improve it.. sigh...

now i borrowed the sopha's self portrait CD form Ms tan so i can watch it again and again so that i can take note of 'trust' in the CD

Oh yea i almost forgot about what we learnt during bio today. it was damn sad in the first one and then the next video is slightly more cheerful.

the first video is about abortion of the fetus. it shows how the fetus retaliates before its limbs or body got ripped off from the head and how the head finally got crushed with some instument . It was so sad. you can actually see the babies mouth open when it was trying to defend itself and its like it is screaming fro help. so sad

then the next video is about gestatation and it was such a happy ending when the mother sees her new-born child. yea so thats all.. lol.

Also it was jean's birthday today and i did not have time to bake a cake. i think i will be baking one in the weekends for ahmed and jean.. lets see should i make brownies??????

yea i better do history now.. due tomorow aaahh!!

Yay New blog

2007-02-07T19:54:00.000+08:00

Nice isn't it?

I juz love it !! It is so nice!!=P =P

Ya so wad happen today.... yup alot of stuff.. you wanna know?? of course you wanna know...=P

So yes today have physics test and i was like mugging in the school bus but fell asleep halfway.. amazing rite?? -_-+

So we had our assembly in the hall and then the presidential candidates were "selling themselves" some were very funny.. in fact all most all of them were hilarious. Reico had the most impact on me... he actually edited "the signs" that shows himself... bla bla.. you were there you think hes being a bit ridiculous but i think the best was the 'Time' magazine where he put his picture in it and it was titled as the"NEW DYNASTY" haha lol

hmm so we had ACE after that and we have to SING??!!! and OMG we have no background music which means that everything is ourself make one.. even the music....sigh...

and then during break i was like wads the harmonic??? wads this and wads that and i was trying to cram everything into my head. and thne i wanted to study the defination of harmonic and then jun han cam e up and said that it was NOT NECESSARY and so i trusted him and didn't bother but the QUESION CAME OUT IN THE TEST!!! I WILL KILL JUN HAN... hats why from now on you should know that if you folow what jun han say.. you WILL got wrong...

hmm yes what happened after break.. yup it was darn physics and ms Lim Pei Pei came striding into our once-grand calssroom and said that the test will be an hour later and we shall study first!!! so then after cramming another more information on light into our heads.. we were given 5 minutes to revise and go down to physics lab to do tesr..

Test was horrible... mc q was evil and so on i think i might have scraped at least a pass.

then after that i went to scream at jun han for telling me not to study harmonic and then i wrote a story on the white board of how we m07205 were torured before the test.

and most embarressingly..Mr Ang came and saw my story without me realising that he was there.... and he was like " physics test? What physics test?"

yea so we did our FPS and it was quite fun actually. Mr Ang was like the spirit of the lesson. He gave us all a puzzle and we all have to solve it quickly by going upo to the board and write the answer.

so pan chuens group came 1st and drew a sketchy answer. we came 2nd in place and we actually DREW 2 ANSWERS( 1 by Jia Yi and another by Keat mun) and the 2 answers show where teh sticks were moved from to where. then i forgot who came next... but i thnk jean's group was last but nevertheless mr ang said...." ALL OF YOU ARE WINNERS CAUSE... pan chuen does it fast.. bla bla bla compliments every group " and i found it pretty umm lets say 'encouraging'..

ya so then we had lunch.. wait wait before that i saw MR ang did something pretty lame and yet quite cool on the board. he was drawing what the first page of our FPS should look like and then he put where the names were suppose to be... and hen jia yi said thre was a pattern in the supposedly'random' names. the four names were

Fu Tu Re
Pro Blem
So Lvi Ng
Pro Gram

yea it was something like that maybe but i not sure but he was trying to make 4 names out of the FUTURE PROBLEM SOLVING PROGRAM and he eventually gave up when the names soounded ridiculous.

yea so we had lunch... whai peng and I went to save a seat in com lab and i went down and bought $1.50 fries and the fries taste horrible XC
gave the rest to whai peng in the end =P

Ya so we all stayed in com lab and it was like 98% of the ppl in the com lab were m07205-vers
and we did FPS project YAY

and then complete FPS .. i created a new blog ( this one) and got chased by ***protected identity*** around the ffth floor when she discovered i told boon siong to hide her jacket lol.

oh yea *UPDATED* ***protected identity*** actually chased me into the boys toilet which i took refuge from her... cannot believe that she actually took a step into the toilet and looked around but still cannot reach me. lol

oh yea we also discussed about harry potter or more like the actor of harry potter. ****** told us about Daniel Radcliffe is acting a role in the play "EQUUS" which is actually about err some man who has sexual relationships with a horse( HORSE?!!!?) yea so conversation goes on about why what when who how is daniel ******* in the play.

yea and then we went home in 196....( aaron me and cheeying) and then we took MRT home( cheeying and I) and then i took the lift home ( just me)

yea and then i bathed and ate and sat on this computer to post what had happened today ...yea so THE END wahahaha

the sake of posting

2007-02-07T14:09:00.000+08:00

For the sake of posting.. i am posting a post for the first time in 2 months or so.... THE END